Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Do you see me?

Prose for the compassionate judgmental types:

When you look at me what do you see?  Do you see a bitch?  Do you see a faker?  A complainer?  A whiner?  An attention seeker?  Someone making something out of nothing?  Do you know what it is to be me?  How scared I am?  How alone?  What I feel?  How I hurt?  How exhausted I am EVERY FUCKING DAY with no explanation, no relief?  Do you think I WANT to feel this way?  I WANT TO BE NORMAL!  I want to be perfect!  I want to be like YOU!  You, who sits in your ivory tower watching, judging and whispering about how fucked up I am.  Can't I join you?  Won't you let me join YOUR club and quit this one?

dedicated to all the people who have "invisible" illnesses

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